I failed miserably today.
Got wrapped up in worries over how to fix a problem that was out of my hands.
Today I lost my cool. Became overwhelmed and frustrated.
Setbacks. Anxious over silly worldly matters. Desire for a solution that eluded me.
Lost. How do I stay in this moment, and hold a job in the world?
Is it really possible to live today with no concern over tomorrow? Is it possible that I could do such a thing?
Flawed. I am deeply flawed, worrying. . . Lost.
Material items, worldly joys, and sorrows are all illusions. Why cling to them?
I know this only causes pain. Why can't I just let it all go?
It is all temporary. Why grasp it?
Logic is here now, but where was it earlier?
I failed today, but maybe realizing that I failed is actually a small victory.
